Selfless love

Is there anything called selfless love? CAn you love anyone without expecting anything back but love. The most sacred love in this world is told to be the love of a mom towards her child. IS that also selfless?While you analyse it meticulously you can see that a mom may not complain even when you neglect her or don't love her as your boyfriend or girlfriend does.But it doesn't mean that she never expects love in return.Let us look at the same issue from a different angle. If her child was not hers or putting it in simple words can she love some other child as she does her own child. I think its almost impossible though we used to boast like all mothers only know to love kids but their own. ofcourse there are exceptions.But very very rare. Then there is another thing called sympathy. Most of the times people mistake sympathy for love. Sympathy comes out of your humanity. Its a concern for another living creature.You can never count it as love.In that case you don't expect anything back, anything at all.I strongly feel that you can't love anyone without a small trace of love back if not anything else.If anyone who can counterargue with me always welcome.Because I seriously want to know it.

There was an article in Hindu a few days before with headline as Selfishness and Altruism. In the article a research study based on two well known ship wreckages which happend within a gap of three years or so, with one ship being Titanic, says that in case of titanic disaster the majority who survived it was women and children whereas in the other case it was a minority. The study points that in case of titanic everyone was aware that a disater is ahead long time before it actually happened but in the other case it happened as an unexpected one. In the case of titanic people had the time to think about moral values and ethics but in other one the basic instinct, to help themselves, played a major role. So does it show that at the end of the day all of us are selfish?

Midnight Employees

Do you know how it to be in office at midnight without having dinner. And apart from all of these, just like cherry on the top of cake, you had to stay back of some error which is not because of you.I dont know what should I feel now.AGitated?Self pity?Anyway one of my colleague felt pity and he gave me some hide n seek.Now only I remembered that I have got some Hide n seek with me.I think its the time for my cab.Leaving...Bye or else I need to wait till 1.30 given that I have to be hear tomorrow morning better I leave now...Cyanora...

Happy Pi day to all.....

We had Women's day in the beginning of this week. Wanted to write something about it as I did last year. Since it was a hectic week for me I couldn't. Now all the hallabaloo about its over;though still we have a six month offer in Lakme beauty saloon and in some textile shops;). So not feeling to write anything about it. We had yesterday Glaucoma day. And there is one more day to celecbrate.Just reckoned that I would
Yes...Today is Pi day...I don't know how many of you know about it. Anyway I came to know about it only last week when I read about it in Young World. And not necessary to say that it caught my attention. After learning about our dear Pi for such a long time none had mentioned about this day.As all of us know Pi is nothing but the ratio of the circumference of a circle to its diameter. It has great significance in the world of mathematics which in turn rules the whole world.Pi has been evn mentioned in vedas.Now let us see why today is Pi day.it is because when you write today's date in American format, i.e., 3/14, it comes as the value of Pi. So obviously you can say some other day also. It is July 22, 22/7, which is known as Approximate Pi's day.So let us celebrate today ust like any other day to be celebrated.(Anyway I hated Pi when it didn't get cancelled by making the calculations more complicated.)

A long pending poem

Wrote these lines long time before. Now I am posting it since my PM has left for the day and I have stuck with my requirement.So nothing else to do.I wanted to add few more lines to this but I am totally blank at present except for some weird thoughts as usual. Though I considered putting those in words, I feel very lazy to do. But for sure I am gonna publish it soon.I wish if there was some background music I could add now just to emphasise what I said as if a new movie is coming soon.

I dont know why the promises are made
Are they made just not to keep
Why he always expected me to keep all
while he never kept even a single one
it was late for me to realize that
for him those were mere words
when I lived only for it

Just for sake!

I always think about writing when I am not in a position to note it down. Mostly lying on bed when all my roommates are fast asleep.But when I sit down to write something mind ll be totally blank.Wonder what shall I write about?Well...I know there are million things to write about.But for the sake of writing is not a good habit though at times you have to as I am doing right now.It reminds me the lines which I learned long time before, though not so long,in my school days, I think it was told by M.T., a novel or something like that is conceived in a writer's mind and it is delivered after suffering a lot of pain.That's really true. And the whole pain becomes an enjoyment or a forgotten memory when you see your creative work lying in front of your eyes just like a mom who forgets all her pain at the very sight of her new born. It doesn't mean that I am a writer or an aspiring one. Just felt like saying so. Thats all.A group of words doesn't make a sentence.Its applicable to all the creative work like dance, music, art et al.Let it be anything.It should have its own life and it gets that life when it carries the true meaning of what it intended to.There should be an honest and sincere desire for what you want to do and that honesty and sincerety should be there in your work. When you are writing something you should enjoy it and do without worrying whether it ll enjoy others or not.Of course a good readership is any writer's dream and that is his one and only one asset apart from the talent of writing.But that should not be the soul purpose.Its a medium for conveying your thoughts to others. If you are going to put others thoughts in your writing whats the use of it?It just a mere waste of time for all.There is no productivity.Its just money and fame oriented both won't last beyond a certain period.Why do you want to deceive your own conscince while there is no need of it.

Ok..let me stop this nonsense here.I am noone to comment about anyone.But I have all the freedom to express my views.After all its my fundamental right until it hurts someone.And given the statistics of my readership I don't think its gonna read by anyone let alone hurt. So no worries.

I could never........

I could never be the girl you would love for
I could never be the friend you would die for
I could never be the sister you would care for
I could never be the mom you would live for
I could never be anyone you would ever want
Still you are all I have for me

I feel happy!!!!!!

I don't know why I feel some kind of tranquility in my mind. The emotional trauma I am going through is nowhere near to bring peace of mind to me. I think nowadays I am taking away others mental peace too. Yes, am getting a villainous image, cruel, ruthless and you can add many more adjectives to this list. Still I feel some kind of happiness.Do I sound saddistic?Anyway who cares for the reason after all. Its very rare for me to feel like this though this is not the first time but all other occasions I had some reason to be happy. So let me enjoy this until it gets busted.
P.S.Feels happy that my first post in 2010 is about happiness.