In God's own country!!!

Yes...its been a week I am in Kerala. Thank God or else I really don't know how I would have survived in Chennai especially when its raining there. OOh my good heavens! I have never witnessed Chennai in such a bad shape during my two year stint before. But this time I experienced how disgusting Chennai when it rains. I can't even imagine me almost swimming in that dirty water once again. I had enough. I hope I don't have to go there again. Now in Trivandrum. And in the past one week watched two movies Ra One in hindi and Snehaveedu in Malayalam; both the movies I didn't want to see. But just for being with the friends gone and watched. Utter waste of money both the movies are bad in its own way. There is one movie which I wanted to watch but haven't got a chance yer: Indian Rupee. Let me see how far I can fulfill mu wish. Apart from nothing much happening. Just to make my presence here am writing some blah blah.

Just another one...

This is just another post as usual....The last post was in August.So had a thought of putting up a new one as one month has passed. Life is more or less the same except for some monotonous boring job with an encouraging cry from manager to see or make the work as interesting. Anyway am doing the job though sometimes I show my unhappiness. Still the people are good. More friendly than what I expected. The untimely rains are the problem. Now travelling in suburban train. Thats a good experience which I have not had when I was staying here before. So tempted to buy the flowers during the travelling. The Tamil women are so obsessed with flowers. I have resisted till now. But have to buy at least once before I leave here. No weekend outings except for some lonely trips to nearby shops when the call of hunger I couldn't stand with. Thus to comprehend life is kinda ok except for missing home and the usual stuff. Thats all for now. Adieu till the next post.

Back in Chennai!!!!

Yes.....you heard me right or rather should I say you read me correctly. Am back in namma chennai almost after a year since my last visit to this city. Third time am coming back to this cituy after leaving as if I wud never come back again. But as the old saying Man proposes, God disposes. Thus according to His plan am back. There is no much change which caught my attention since I left. Anyway lots of change happened to me like where I work and I stay. Except those all remains the same. Right now listening to Chennai Live as I used to. All the RJ s are same though some names are new to me. Started to have the varuety rices. Well lets see how this stint gonna be. So watch out for more guys....bbyeee....gud nite... Gotta sleep....

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So many question marks!Thats what going through my mind.Starting wirh what am I doing to why the hell am on this earth.Life is so strange.Some people ll never learn no matter how bad experience u had in past.Ok,let me stop this mourning, thats what my friends Always say me.May be am the epidome of pessimism they have seen in their life.I was just going through my posts.The last one was in march i guess. That's more than three months. But life is very hectic nowadays. Or more precisely since I joined bank.Always wanted to write something but internet wwas more like a dream. Well the consequence of my decision and I am entitled to bear it. Anyway now I am back. So lets see more often.

I wonder how.....

I wonder how..I wonder why..yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky....
and all that I can see jus another lemon tree....
well....you might be thinking that I have gone mad. Not yet.This was a very popular song during our final year when we had a few hours in college and more of leisure time. Yes....I dont have that time nowadays.The leisure time or sit idle wondering what should I do next. 12 hours work including two hrs travel to and fro journey that too six days per week. Life is moving at an amazing pace.But enjoying the new life entirely.You don't have a single second to waste on thinking what to do next. Whoever said public sector job was a 10 to 5 job is proved to be wrong again. Working in a totally different work culture especially when you are coming from a private sector that too IT where you get the best of everything (of course everything has its pros and cons..but still)was like a cultural shock. When I was working in IT I could see most of them were if my age except a few.But here if there is one more person of my age its a miracle. But then the way the elders treat you as their own kid or how concerned they are about us are just amazing.Nothing can replace that love and care. Then the most important part. To deal with the public!I think I should have a new post only for that.I bet thats the most interesting and difficult part.

My training in SBT-An Intro

Yes...You heard me right.I am in SBT working as a PO.It was all of a sudden.Its been a couple of months I have been working here. A lot of confusions were surrounding on me whether to join or not. All the clouds are moved and the sky is clear now and am here in a nationalized bank in office cadre.Getting training in the head office located at Poojappura, Trivandrum after 2 months of joining. Trivandrum is a place which I have been only for writing exams or so. For that I dont have much things to remember about this place. Sure my one week so called Industrial Training in third yr summer vacation was an amazing experience I must agree. Other than that this place was special for some personal reasons. So as soon as I got down in Trivandrum a lot of memories flooded to my mind though it is more hurting now. Anyway all said and done the training seems to be a wonderful experience. And I am just comparing the way I was trained in IT, a private sector with banking happened to be a public sector.Both are service sectors. So ultimately customer satisfaction is the motto. This is just an intro. More things ll be coming in the upcoming days...

Here I am....

After a long gap I am back in blogosphere.Its been more than three months I have written anything in my blog. Though I wrote one in Sep it was just for namesake.My stint in Bengaluru erstwhile Bangalore was quite eventful. Bangalore is a place which I have been hearing since my childhood yet never had been to there. Even though I had got a chance before I declined and believe me I had to pay heavily for it. Then for some weird reason I was always in love with Chennai. Anyway this time when I was offered an opportunity in Bangalore I accepted it thinking that at least once I should be there and see hows the IT hub of India. Thus in June I bade adieu to Chennai and landed in Bangalore. I reached there at night. As the train nearing to the city I felt like I was entering into darkness. That feeling I always had whenever I was out in night. Then the most appreciated climate of Bangalore. I don't remember when was the last time I had a severe cold. But after two weeks in Bangalore I was in the hands of cold and was literally bed ridden. My office was near to MG Road so you can say I was in the heart of the city. There was no direct bus from my place to MG Road. So I had to go to Sivajinagar Bus Stand and from there get another bus to my PG. Whether you believe it or not I got the bus to stand the first week five different places. And the traffic police and bus conductors speak no language other than Kannada(Not sure they were doing this even after knowing Hindi or English) which was more or less like Greek or Latin to me.And if I ask someone who can communicate they are totally blank and say sorry.I wonder if only I had these problems. There is a mutual understanding between passengers and conductors by charging less but not giving the ticket. Nevertheless to ask where does this money go. In the signal there is no traffic police and you have to run if you want your life and cross the road. Most of the signals doesn't have a signal for pedestrians.


Wow....Now I feel like I have kept the burden down from my mind. Those who love Bangalore please do forgive me if the criticism is too much. May be I am being too much cynic wrote all these.Can you say these are just made up ones?Sure these are only one side of the coin. I hope I ll we ll see the other side of the coin in the next post.

I am alive!!!!!!!!

Yes..I am still alive..Its been almost three months since my last post...There were some valid or invalid reasons for me being absconded from the scene.Anyway now I am back. A lot of changes happened in the past few months. Some are very drastic some are not. One main thing is that I am no more a Chennaite and I do miss Chennai very badly. I never realised I had such a strong bonding with that city and with those people whom I have befriended, met or no connection at all. Its strange.I visited Chennai after vacating there. And let me tell you, to my own surprise the kind of comfortableness I had as soon as I stepped in Chennai was incredible. It was beyond my belief and I could express with words. It was just like its my own city. So that's one thing.I miss Chennai too badly. And to rub the salt on the wound, the new city where I am now is far beyond the standards. At least I feel so. On top of it the people are so unfriendly and fraud.

One good thing is that I started cooking. That was so unexpected in my life at this point of time. I was never prepared for that. But I had to since my PG does not provide food. The very first time I cooked I saluted my mom in mind for making those tasty foods in early mornings and whenever we want without complaining not even once. But it eats up almost all my time and I am not doing anything except for cooking and going to office. Even nowadays I sleep too less which I never foresee. Though cooking takes time I can't really blame it for eating up my time. Started watching TV lot too much especially late night movies. That's one reason for the deprivation of sleep.Still enjoying the food which we prepare without any complaints.

I think I wrote a whole lot which is too boring...Let me put a pause now to resume it soon...Till then bye..

P.S. Was this in my drafts for quite a long time....Just publishing it now as we have some movies which are being released after a long time of its production and making.:P

Just another one

Nothing special is happening in life. Its just as usual. Seems like days are passing pretty fast. Just trying to be more regular in Twitter. Of course here also. Sometimes I feel like I never wanted to grow up and face the bitter reality of life. May be I am being a coward and don't have enough courage and willingness to fight against the odds. Whatever I are all these things the least. I thought of writing something else and ended up in the same old "Please help me someone" kinda stuff. Sometimes I feel there is a silver lining in every cloud but always the wind will move it away. It reminds me of a forward which goes like this "whenever I get the key to success, someone changes the lock". Isn't it funny and thought provoking? Well.I just felt so. Let me write something more creative rather than ranting some stupid things like this.

I wish......

I was crying as if I have ever cried in my entire life so far. I looked around.There was noone out to console me. There was noone to lean on. I searched for a shoulder where i could find a solace. But I was in total darkness through which I couldn't see anyone. I din't know why I was crying. The tears was rushing out from my eyes which slowly rolled down on my cheeks. I can feel the taste of tears. It was savory. I wondered why is it so and thought it must be bitter. May be my bitter mood prompted me to think in that way. I have always loved solitude. Solitude is a blessing; at the same time I hated loneliness, loneliness is a curse. The worst curse you can ever get in your life. I was lonely at that time. I desperately longed for a company. But at midnight who is going to give me a company. I could sense all my roommates were sleeping peacefully. I felt pity on myself. I allowed my tears to flow out some more time. Until I felt I am back I cried. After all the drama, yes, I would love to call myself what I did was a drama, I stopped crying. I felt more relaxed as usual. True, tears have a magical power which will wash away all your sorrows with the tears you shed out.So I dozed off soon after that. I saw a dream in that someone was whispering me that why did you cry when I was with you always, when I would wipe off all your tears and bring your beautiful smile back,when you could find solace always in me. I smiled and said I knew you were there always for me and ran to his wide open arms. Suddenly I opened my eyes and realized that it was just a dream, a sweet dream which would never happen in real life. With that realization I resumed my sleep or else I may have to face the bitter reality of being late in the office next day.